I know you must be insanely busy these days and probably going crazy with all the work. So let me just increase that pile of letter’s by adding my letter to it. Now don’t start pulling out your hair! It’s your job to read all the letter that come your way, even if they have been written to you by someone who has been really naughty all year long.
I know I haven’t been an image of goodness all year, but in my defence, this year sucked!
To begin with, I lost my grandmother in the very beginning of the year. I fought and screamed at god for doing this and till date I can’t come to terms with the fact that when I go to her place I don’t see her in her room waiting for me. Or that I didn’t get a phone call from her on my birthday. And now I never will get one.
That was like the biggest set back that came to me.
The next was when I didn’t get into the college of my choice because I was short of just 1 mark. 1 Mark. That was all it took to throw all my hard work and sleepless nights down the drain.
Then came the innumerable misunderstandings that I had with my best friend. We fought for like months!
And I am not even mentioning all the other crap that happened all year long. And believe me I died a little inside every time something happened.
I almost gave up on life. It was really bad and I just had no idea what to do and get myself together.
But every time life kicked me in the face I got up stronger than ever to kick back. And I’m glad I didn’t lose hope.
So this year I want nothing but peace and happiness. And maybe a little less of all the shit that happened last year. (OK, a lot less!!)
I know I am not in your good list but please be nice this time. And if you ever have a chat with god, tell him I’v marked 2013 in my black list and I would be having a long talk with him about it whenever I have the pleasure of his acquaintance.
I have had a lot of good things as well but it is outweighed by the bad at any given point. So please be kind to me and everyone around me this year. I really can’t take another year like this one.